This is my first time, writing something in a blog..wish to have a nice blog like Hami Asraff & NurAzreezan but i might be dreaming, coz i'm not good in writing..but, i juz try & juz for "suka-suka"..
Dear Diary..I want to talk about Dad..
I've been called to write something here, which i really wanted to write because sometimes i dont know how too show it or how to speak...I'll be lost whenever i try to speak..=)
Last Friday, i've heard, a DAD scolded her daughter through his handphone..He shouted at his daughter and didnt believe in any single of her daughter's words..i've known her daughter, seems like a good & soft spoken girl...but, has been scolded like that..its make me sympathy on her..WIhat kind of dad, if he cannot tolerate with his own daughter..
Sudddenly, when i heard he shouted, my head directly go to my Mom & my Dad..
They never, & never shout or yell at me and siblings, like that...never!!
They never show their hardship, never talk badly, never put us down, never and never...this i really wanted to say to the "DAD"...i want him to know that, how i really appreciate my Dad and really love him,..
Dear Dad, Mom..
Thanks Allah, for giving me my Best Dad & Mom ever after which i ever had..This is a very huge grant, which i thanks to Allah, always...I want they know, how I really appreciate them and love them... I really love you, deep inside from my heart..
Thanks Mom, Thanks Dad coz being there always for us, for me..thanks coz always show how much you love me, love us...
Still remember Dad,in my mind, my childhood, i saw by my eyes, your hardship, how u going to protect me..It was at Lundu, we live so far away from the town, very far, which we can call it live in the jungle..huhuhu..it was becoz the plantation is still new, and u go through the hardship juz only wanna make me alive..the entrance to the plantation, is so far away from our house..from the entrance, it still far to reach the town..I didnt know how far, bcoz I cannot count the length or the KM, but i know, it was far away...The repetition of 'far' here, really bring the meaning of the word "far away"..
U, Dad, bring me, riding a motorcycle, not like this modern motorcycle..it was slow...u bring me to the clinic, juz bcoz of the fever that i've got, I dont think its serious..Hmmh...but ur worries, seems like I'm gonna die..Dad, I know, how u really love me...even sometimes, when i'm sulking, i sometimes thought that u never love me..I'm sorry Dad..
I remember, I hug you from the back, as i follow Mom's advice..Even the motorcycle slow, but u make it speed coz I can see and still remember, how u really worried...but Dad, i juz got a fever and I knew, i still can breath and you can leave me and make it heal by itself..Dad, I'm sorry coz make you worry....If I can lied, I would do so that I would not put u in that hardship and make you even tired in protecting me..
Dad..even u never told me, but I know that U really love me...U always there, whenever I need someone to comfort me, to make e laugh and to make me calm..I know Dad, u always there, when I need ur support, advices..I know, u there for me as my Best dad..
It's really happy and enjoyable moments when you also share your childhood stories..we laugh together...sometimes, my frens say that u very fierce, when they look at ur face..but they even know that u r the best man when u make us laugh..
The best thing, we also share the same interest, foods, music...Dad, I'm following you., dont u know that?..which sometimes, people said that I'm very sentimental when its time to music...huhhuhuh...what so ever..i dont care and dont feel ashamed..i like & very gratefull, coz i'm following you..Its ery precious moments when we are together in finding new sentimental songs..we keep arguing and keep finding a good song..but i know, u will search a very old song..but the judge isme...hehehe
but when times to foods, we just like have a very demanding & fussy...hehehe..i also, still dont care, coz i juz being me...
Dad...I'm sorry for everything that I've done wrong to you..I didnt meant to hurt u...I really apologize.."A million feelings. A thousand thoughts. A hundred memories. All for ONE person." Its u, Dad..
Allah, please make my Parents, Mom & Dad, happy, give ur bless to him Ya Allah..give them healthy, happiness and put the worries & sadness far away from them...Please Ya Allah, protect them...Please Allah, give them your 'Nur' please Ya Allah, bring them to Your Heaven... Jannah.. Ya Allah bless us with a pure life & an easy death; and a return to You without grief or difficulty..amin.
Dear Diary..
When I'm not in this world anymore, please tell my Dad...how much i Love Him, k...Dear Diary, please keep this promise...
Wassalam..
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